Katie. 19 years old. small town of mercersburg, PA. Blog filled with cats, grunge, bands, pretty much everything. Always follow back<3
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1. I have read your favorite book six times since we broke up. The ending is stupid and cliche. It hurts more every time I read it.

2. My mother stopped by today. She asked me why all the plants are dead.

3. I was shaking so hard I spilled coffee down my shirt. It burned my chest but not as much as you do.

4. I can’t breathe. I don’t really want to anymore anyway.

5. I’ve stopped writing. My new favorite hobby is tearing myself apart.

6. I feel knives in my chest when you speak.

7. I was supposed to go to dinner with my best friend but I couldn’t get out of bed. People keep telling me they miss me. I wish I had it in me to miss them back.

8. Sometimes I still feel you. Those are the nights when I choke on vodka and drag razor blades across the spots you liked to touch me.

9. I saw you walking down the street and I swear I could hear my ribs crack.

10. I keep telling my father that I’m fine but he doesn’t believe me.

11. There’s a hole in my chest where you used to be.

12. Maybe all the stars in the sky are dead.

13. It’s so fucking terrifying the way love still lingers in your bones even after it disappears from the air.

14. When I was little I was scared of dying. Now I’m only afraid of missing you forever.

15. I should probably stop smoking. I should probably stop drinking. I should probably stop crying when someone says your name. I should probably stop leaving the back door unlocked incase you come home.

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I haven’t been doing very well without you  (via extrasad)
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"Sometimes you tell someone to never call you again, and then the phone rings and you hope it’s them."
(via the-psycho-cutie)
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"You were my world,
Until you found
another planet"
An almost haiku for an almost us  (via date)
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"1. No, I’m not okay. I’ll never be okay. Okay?
2. I’m sorry, for everything.
3. If I could turn back time and change what happened, I would.
4. I’ve been struggling to stop myself from calling you.
5. You make my chest wrack with sobs I know don’t belong there."
5 thing I should have said to you, but didn’t.   (via unlively)
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whenplutowasaplanet:

Brand New: Seventy Times 7
Patch by Karlin (whenplutowasaplanet)
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"You deserve the kind of love you would give someone else."
Unknown (via stevenbong)
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"So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would open up, unfolding quite wonderfully, if only you were interested in them."
Sylvia Plath (via reclusions)
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solidasarockstar:

#gpoy
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"I want to make you feel so fucking happy that you forget every bit of sad in you"
Nahilliam Truspear (via truornah)
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People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life…

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Gilbert, Elizabeth. Eat, Pray, Love. (via wordsnquotes)